Haha!!

Told you I suck at this blog thing. I didn't make District Band. I saw it coming. Well, it almost the end of the month and I have to say that the most exciting part (not being Christmas) was being in the Middle School Talent Show. I tried out as a joke and got in. Who would have thought. I sang 'Curse of Curves' by 'Cute is What We Aim For'. During the third chorus the music changes and I started moshing. . .I got a standing ovation. I didn't win, but a whole bunch of people loved it!!

I was happy for a moment and it oddly enough stayed with me for a few days.

Then came Christmas. . .I got a bunch of stuff. My favorites were my AFI shirt, Blaqk Audio shirt, Marilyn Monroe Unseen Archives book, and SINGLES: Six Decades of Top Hits. My mom said the only reason I got the SINGLES book was because she opened it up and saw a page on Joy Divisions 'Love Will Tear Us Apart'. She remembered me saying about it.

Well, I'm out.

PEACE!!

Wow!!

I'm not to good at this whole blog thing. I'll get it eventually. Some day. Well, today was District Band try outs and I basicly bombed it. I was so sad. I did fine on my scales but the Concerto killed me!! I knew it, but my clarinet didn't feel like playing so I had to suffer. Oh well. . .I have five more years until my school life is over and so will my high school band days. Kind of depressing once i think about it. I love band. =]

After that bamboozling shnanaganze I went home and listen to 'Not to Self' by 'From First to Last' about five times. Then Listened to 'Ohio is for Lovers' by non other than 'Hawthorne Heights'. I miss Casey Calvert. Rest In Peace!

Super Crazy Guitarman

Oh well!

He said no. . .oh well. We're still good friends. In my next post I might put some pictures or videos up from the football games. Our team sucks, but the people in marching band ROCK!

Well, I'm out!

Kill to Know

So there's this boy. . .and I like him and I don't know if he likes me back. Then I went ans asked him out, but then he said he don't know so I gave him time to think about it. I hope I find out to day. . .it's killing me inside.

Birthday girl!

I'm 13!!

.happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.

Trust in love

His voice like angel,
At this heavens bow.
You fell in love,
But you don’t know how.

His touch makes your heart
Beat a million times faster.
He broke it in half.
Your loves a disaster.

I wrote this in my free time. . .it kinda sucks, but in a good way. I have others that I might post in later days.

Well, this week has been going swell so far. . .kinda hard not to be seeing that it's only Tuesday. At least Thursday is my birthday! =] So happy!

9 more days!

Then I turn thirteen! I will offically be a teenager! My parents will hate me then!

In other news, I found this rad picture on Quizilla last night. . .I laughed fairly hard.

Salute you my heros!

Christopher Cronce

He isn't scared in this picture, you'd have to see his whole body to get it.

Eric Fetterman

As much as I hate him, I love him to death.

Billy Baker

Basically like a best friend/brother I never had.

Susy Ulicny

One of the greatest people alive!

Lauren Valentine

I love her sooo much! She is like a sister to me! She is one of the most important people in my life!

Grrr!

I'm tired of all these fan-chick-wanna-be's talking about how they hate Marissa Festa (Jade Puget's girlfriend. If you don't know who Jade Puget is then you should probably find out. It'll do ya good.) There like five and like 'I'M GONNA KILL HER SHE STOLE MY MAN!!' and I'm like. . . .?? My approach to it is 'Once you get within 10 feet of her call me because if your going to attempt to kill her I want to be the first to laugh in your face and say I TOLD YOU SO!' I mean really. . .GET OVER IT! I can almost say I'm positive that Jade doesn't want to be someones betch in jail cuz he got put in there for statutory rape. Think about it people. If you were a real fan you'd want to see him happy.

In other non-related news,

I found out that moose does not just 'rinse out' of your hair. . .you got to wash that shizz! Trust me it don't look pretty!

I like how I made this so colourful!

My list!

This is the new list of things I want to do before I turn 13 =]
Some of these things will neverrr happen but here it goes!

1. Play at least 3 instruments

2. Meet AFI

3. Have an akward yet interesting conversation with Adam Carson

4. Have the perfect boyfriend

5. Have the perfect dance

6. Make awesome friends I KNOW I can KEEP

7. Have a nearly perfect day

8. Not have to worry if people are talking behind my back

Thats it. I have 39 days =]!

p.s. the things in blue I already did =]

39 days!!!

Until my birthday!! Yupp August 9th! I'm gonna be a teenager! yayz! maybe I have to much time on my hands. . .

haha I made a list when I was 8 of the thing I want to do before I was 13. I only have 5 out of eight done. =[ I have 39 days left. I think I can do it!

Well, I'm off to feed llamas and get my cat a weight loss program! bye my dearies!

"Whats with the purple verses the corn here?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean whats the purple doing to the corn?"
"The purple is coming out of the corn. . ."

- Hunter Burgan and Davey Havok

Stay sweetly numb

Hahahaha!! I was singing in the shower (yes I sing in the shower), and I was singing 'Affliction' by AFI. Then it came to the part where it's like hardGORE solo 'Stay-ay-ay Sweetly Numb' and I must have been really loud cuz my brother was in the attic and he said he could hear me lmao! I didn't mind cuz I've been told I'm a good singer. . .though I disagree with the people who insist on telling me that. . .


"Wanna have sex? Oh kay rape is good."

-Jade Puget

Fall children

Hmmm. . .people think I'm phscyo for listening to AFI. Then on the other hand I think they should get the lethal injection for wanting Paris Hilton out of jail. I say ' HAVE AT YOU!' That will be al my dearies =]


SHANGLE TOOTH!!!

"Buy an Almond Joy eat all the almonds off the top and throw the coconut on the ground I'm f**kin' crazy!!"

-Smith Puget

Murder. careless with doubt.

This is what it feels like.






screamscreamscream

Bleh. . .

Wowza! You people like muh crazy ugly picture! Am I right or am I right? I gotta change that. =]

We're not having any fun.

“So open up your body, lay me on the floor. I wish that you were watching. I wish you wanted more! Cuz no one’s ever touched me, like the way you do. No one’s ever owned me, nobody but you. So open up your body! Cuz we’re not having any fun! Cuz we’re not having any fun!”

I love that song! I hope you enjoy my super ugly pictures of what I look like in the morning. Well, you probably won’t, but I got bored so deal with it!

Cuz I just rock!

You know. . .people don't just become awesome over night! Pshh. . .I was born that way! I know, I know. . .I'm soo cool! Yeah right! If I told you the truth I'd probably have to kill you. Now we wouldn't want that! That'd be to hard to clean up and right now I'm feelin pretty lazy! Haha I'm bored. . .as you can indeed tell! Buh-byez!